By this time, I had hoped to be out playing locally. An honest effort to try to get out and sell this album. But something is missing. I don’t know if it’s a lack of momentum or energy. I don’t feel it changing anytime soon, though.
I’m making an effort to play every night. Even when I don’t want to. Sometimes, it’s just scales for 10 minutes. But I give it a shot try not to lose any ground. I also feel like I need to change my technique and see if there aren’t better ways to play these songs and what I write in the future. I don’t feel like I do enough to wow the audience. There’s a lot to asses. But I don’t want to do it if it isn’t interesting for the audience. You feed off that so much when people are in to it. It’s depressing when there isn’t any electricity. Feast or famine.
So, any dates right now are just not coming. I’ve got a lot of work to do before I’m going to play out. I’d like to write some new songs and expand what I have to choose from when I do. Nothing any other singer/songwriter wouldn’t want. Outside of making goofy art and questionable videos, there’s just not much to talk about. But when there is, I will.